The second night after he got here, friday night, then Sunday night, then last night, wenesday. And def. tonight. Oh, yes. It'll will be much longer, and sweeter. He's had a baby once and may have one on the way, and last night he told me he had to stop, he said this feels so good but I have to stop now. He said that because well, to put it plainly, he doesn't want me pregnant. He doesn't know I do want to be pregnant by him.
I can't wait till he get's back and everyone else, the sooner there are all asleep the better, last night when mom finally went to bed we were finishing polishing my shoes for rotc, he used to be in it at school, and I was washing my black shoe polish stained hands and getting ready to wipe a spot on my leg right under my nightgown, as soon as we heard her door shut, I asked him, would you like to get this? He smiled. We can't wait, we jump right onto it. I feel so different with him, and he knew how I was feeling while waiting for mom to get to bed, because he checked to make sure she wouldn't come into the room we were in any time soon, and gave me a few seconds of pleasure.
I was sick after lunch today, oh, the other day one of my teachers told this other teacher I knew from the camp we went to, she's also a medic/ff downtown, and she was in the room, I finished my lunch I didn't eat earlier, this was after school and was about to go to the restroom and my teach said yeah, she'll probably go throw it up, too. I heard her! How does she know??? The counselors or mom warning the teachers to watch out for us? Not let us go pee, or p as in purge? So I walked down to the nurses office with a sandwich, grape fruit, milk and that was all, a pbj sand. that was, and the medic/ff/teacher saw me and said oh good, you're having a nice lunch. I got embarrased that she saw me with the lunch and so I smiled, left, got the the office, ate, threw up, and after school the teacher that knows, well, I had to go to the restroom and I said I'll be right back, restroom really quick, she said mary,. make it FOUR minutes, 3 even. I was thinking, what the heck? she doesn't time kids during regular school hours even! I'm sure it took longer then that, sometimes I get mad, or embarrased when people say something about it, and other times I just do my thing anyway, it's not like anyone can stop me! But I've felt sick today, I'm pale and lazy.
In my body that hasn't been thrown up today is some nerds acndy (I know, healthy, huh?) sips of a friends lemonade and hits off of a very small joint.
I went to the store, bought a box of condoms, and also a purse plus that candy. I like my new purse, on clearance for four dollars, it's small but kind of spacious, and it's cute. I can fit my wallet, keys, cigarettes and stuff like that in it.
Oh! I went to explorers yesterday, and we did a class on patient asessment, and the instructure couldn't find the words to define first aid so I showed off that I have been paing attention to my interest and said that it was treatment given to someone for illness and injurys before other professional help could arrive. After explorers, where we learned things like:
DEFORMITIES
CONCUSSIONS
ABRASIONS
PUNCTURES
BURNS
TENDERNESS
LACERATIONS
SWELLING
I quit wendys!!! Well, bye for now, take care
I can't wait till he get's back and everyone else, the sooner there are all asleep the better, last night when mom finally went to bed we were finishing polishing my shoes for rotc, he used to be in it at school, and I was washing my black shoe polish stained hands and getting ready to wipe a spot on my leg right under my nightgown, as soon as we heard her door shut, I asked him, would you like to get this? He smiled. We can't wait, we jump right onto it. I feel so different with him, and he knew how I was feeling while waiting for mom to get to bed, because he checked to make sure she wouldn't come into the room we were in any time soon, and gave me a few seconds of pleasure.
I was sick after lunch today, oh, the other day one of my teachers told this other teacher I knew from the camp we went to, she's also a medic/ff downtown, and she was in the room, I finished my lunch I didn't eat earlier, this was after school and was about to go to the restroom and my teach said yeah, she'll probably go throw it up, too. I heard her! How does she know??? The counselors or mom warning the teachers to watch out for us? Not let us go pee, or p as in purge? So I walked down to the nurses office with a sandwich, grape fruit, milk and that was all, a pbj sand. that was, and the medic/ff/teacher saw me and said oh good, you're having a nice lunch. I got embarrased that she saw me with the lunch and so I smiled, left, got the the office, ate, threw up, and after school the teacher that knows, well, I had to go to the restroom and I said I'll be right back, restroom really quick, she said mary,. make it FOUR minutes, 3 even. I was thinking, what the heck? she doesn't time kids during regular school hours even! I'm sure it took longer then that, sometimes I get mad, or embarrased when people say something about it, and other times I just do my thing anyway, it's not like anyone can stop me! But I've felt sick today, I'm pale and lazy.
In my body that hasn't been thrown up today is some nerds acndy (I know, healthy, huh?) sips of a friends lemonade and hits off of a very small joint.
I went to the store, bought a box of condoms, and also a purse plus that candy. I like my new purse, on clearance for four dollars, it's small but kind of spacious, and it's cute. I can fit my wallet, keys, cigarettes and stuff like that in it.
Oh! I went to explorers yesterday, and we did a class on patient asessment, and the instructure couldn't find the words to define first aid so I showed off that I have been paing attention to my interest and said that it was treatment given to someone for illness and injurys before other professional help could arrive. After explorers, where we learned things like:
DEFORMITIES
CONCUSSIONS
ABRASIONS
PUNCTURES
BURNS
TENDERNESS
LACERATIONS
SWELLING
I quit wendys!!! Well, bye for now, take care