I finally fell asleep this morning after 6 a.m., and slept till about 11 when mom woke me up with, you missed having breakfast with Penny, but Gracie (another counselor) will be coming over soon to pick you up, she's on her way.
I wake up and about an hour later I scramble eggs out of boredom, and I worry about Gracie who is 5 months pregnant, and then while Cilla and I are spreading mayo on bread, she comes. I am so relieved to see her and see that she is ok. I worry so much about people sometime!!!
The first thing she did was ask me, do you wnat to go out to luch? Ogf course! I say, telling her I'd love to, it beats my scrambled eggs, which I do not think I over or under cooked. I think Cilla changed her mind about them, though.
We go out and she drives me to the bank, where she waits in the car and I walk in. First people I see our these neighbors of mine, they looked upset. The mom, Mrs. E stod up and I walked over and gave her a huge hug. She said, how are you? I said good, thanks, are you doing ok? I'm thinking, yeah,... I said how are you? and let me tell you, these people love to hug and are very good at it, the whole time I was given the biggest hug ever, we're talking. She says I heard some bad news about you, I said oh, yeah. I knew it. I said, yes, I was stupid that night. She said so it's true? I answered yes, and asked how she knew. Another neoighbor told her, and yet I don't know how any of them know, plus what exactly they know. Just that it had to do with trying to kill myself, because she was telling me how it gets better, and how there are so many times she just wants to jump off of a bridge, and stuff like that. She asked me when I got out, Monday, I said. Then her and her daughter looked at my short hair, said it looked really good on me, esp. with the natural curliness, and we talked about my shirt, I'm wearing my explorers shirt, and et cetera. I finally went over to the tellers and got some money, and then I met Gracie again, and we went to taco bell, talked about kids mostly.
After she dropped me off, I walked to a store with cilla and I bought, a camera, for explorers, eye liner, powder, eye sadow, this game where there are two sticky mitt like things. and a ball that sticks and it's for catch, a pair of sandals, nails for Cilla, and a cd scratch cleaner thing.
I work tonight, I'll be bussing and so I'll be very bored if it is as slow as yesterday. I'm going to perfect using this make up and wear it to work, mom said I could and she used to work there.
I better go now, I'm going to clean up and read before work. I haven't gotten an email from the friend I was talking about yesterday, but maybe I didn't because of how weird it probably sounded, it's hard to put things you feel into words sometimes. Take Care
I wake up and about an hour later I scramble eggs out of boredom, and I worry about Gracie who is 5 months pregnant, and then while Cilla and I are spreading mayo on bread, she comes. I am so relieved to see her and see that she is ok. I worry so much about people sometime!!!
The first thing she did was ask me, do you wnat to go out to luch? Ogf course! I say, telling her I'd love to, it beats my scrambled eggs, which I do not think I over or under cooked. I think Cilla changed her mind about them, though.
We go out and she drives me to the bank, where she waits in the car and I walk in. First people I see our these neighbors of mine, they looked upset. The mom, Mrs. E stod up and I walked over and gave her a huge hug. She said, how are you? I said good, thanks, are you doing ok? I'm thinking, yeah,... I said how are you? and let me tell you, these people love to hug and are very good at it, the whole time I was given the biggest hug ever, we're talking. She says I heard some bad news about you, I said oh, yeah. I knew it. I said, yes, I was stupid that night. She said so it's true? I answered yes, and asked how she knew. Another neoighbor told her, and yet I don't know how any of them know, plus what exactly they know. Just that it had to do with trying to kill myself, because she was telling me how it gets better, and how there are so many times she just wants to jump off of a bridge, and stuff like that. She asked me when I got out, Monday, I said. Then her and her daughter looked at my short hair, said it looked really good on me, esp. with the natural curliness, and we talked about my shirt, I'm wearing my explorers shirt, and et cetera. I finally went over to the tellers and got some money, and then I met Gracie again, and we went to taco bell, talked about kids mostly.
After she dropped me off, I walked to a store with cilla and I bought, a camera, for explorers, eye liner, powder, eye sadow, this game where there are two sticky mitt like things. and a ball that sticks and it's for catch, a pair of sandals, nails for Cilla, and a cd scratch cleaner thing.
I work tonight, I'll be bussing and so I'll be very bored if it is as slow as yesterday. I'm going to perfect using this make up and wear it to work, mom said I could and she used to work there.
I better go now, I'm going to clean up and read before work. I haven't gotten an email from the friend I was talking about yesterday, but maybe I didn't because of how weird it probably sounded, it's hard to put things you feel into words sometimes. Take Care